birthday gift

so today jeff changed my life and made me sure i have a reason to live. yes, i wanted to kill myself, my sun had abandoned me and jeff was too busy at the moment. and one by one friends began leaving me...i couldnt take it. then after days of pain i was diagnosed with cancer in my ribs and was given few options to survive. i'm going to be operated on soon but i must sigh because the pain and weakness on december 9th was so great i almost killed myself and then...if you want to see the video the youtube user bukal uploaded it and published it. i'm so blessed to have him save my life...i'm gonna go now i'm so overcome by emotion and you will be too if you watch jeffs video to me