Do you know? (Vector)

Told myself for a long time
don't go there
you will only be sorry
Told myself so many times
I just had to take a look
in those faraway eyes..

In them I saw a longing
for something
Maybe I couldn't give you
Said it's all in my mind
"It ain't nothing"

Don't say that
Don't say that
darling no
Don't say anything at all
Because I've seen it now
Can't pretend anymore
"It ain't nothing"

*Chorus*
Do you know what I mean?
And have you seen it too?
Do you know what I mean?
Do you know?
And I'll do anything
just tell me what it means
Cause I can't live in doubt anymore
Do we try or should we
just say goodbye

If you'd rather be somewhere
that's not here
then you just gotta tell me
Cause there's so much more to life, than pretending

Don't you know
Don't you know
darling for you
I'd do anything at all
I wanna be with you
but that look in your eyes
tells me something

*Chorus repeat*

I wanna know
can you tell me
I wanna know
will you tell me
is it hello
is it good bye

I gotta know
won't you tell me
I gotta know
you can tell me
is it hello
or just goodbye

I gotta know
can you tell me
I gotta know
will you tell me
is it hello
is it goodbye

I gotta know
won't you tell me
I gotta know
You can tell me
is it hello
is it goodbye

Truth and Vanity

The truth is not always what it appears to be.
Sometimes it is a stinging rebuke.
Other times it is a consoling emotional high.
Most often we contemplate what may be the worst thing in our lives
To the extent that we embrace it with open arms
But the truth,
The truth is always welcome in one perspective.
Some would rather the honest-to-goodness truth be used rather than soften the punch
To lessen the kick and douse the flame of the offensive facts.
And when they refuse to let the truth change their world view,
The truth becomes to them a lie, and the lie becomes the world’s newest truth.
One must look beyond the surface of that which they call truth
And realize that for everyone there seems to be a version of truth.
But in reality, there is only one huge Truth, and if you have the power to seek the Truth,
If you use the truth of everyone else to realize the entire Truth, the real Truth,
Then you may find yourself opening a gate to an unknown world
You may indeed bring down the power of God
Because you finally have learned the whole Truth.
So what is truth? Pontius Pilate asked that question,
And he got no response. Not even a simple hint from Him who quarter the world calls a god
Another quarter called the man-god,
And the remaining half denied ever was a god in the first place.
For until you call down Truth and ask Him what Truth really is...
Your search will be like the pseudoscience of Alchemy…a noble pursuit but all vanity.

Back for Good

guess now it's time for me to give up
I feel it's time
Got a picture of you beside me
Got your lipstick mark still on your coffee cup
Got a fist of pure emotion
Got a head of shattered dreams
Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

Unaware but underlined I figured out this story
It wasn't good
But in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory
But that was not to be
In the twist of separation you excelled at being free
Can't you find a little room inside for me

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

And we'll be together, this time is forever
We'll be fighting and forever we will be
So complete in our love
We will never be uncovered again

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

I guess now it's time, that you came back for good

Heart on the Dashboard, Knife in your hand

Its just so hard to drive with you here yelling in my ear
Bent over the steering wheel losing blood can't damn well hear
You played with my love, you messed with my plans
Left my heart on the dashboard, knife in your hand

Softly squealing tires, car rushing to a halt
feel the warm ice scrape me as I hit bare asphalt
Look back at the car...oh how lucky I am
Left my heart on the dashboard, knife in your hand

You made me trust you with that swagger you got
Made my life blissfully happy with lies and whatnot
You convinced me to take you on the ride of our lives
When all the time you were hiding a purse full o' knives!

You'll pay in the end for this mess that you made
Don't try to run from the scene, or they'll send the brigade
They wont let you off the hook with a stern reprimand, 'cause
You left my heart on the dashboard, knife in your hand.

Yeah, you left my heart on the dashboard, and that knife's still in your hand.

They're going to get you someday...

Current Song: "Get You Someday" by Rob Sylvester