Never forget you alone

Reflections.

Its hard for someone to be faithful to someone who they dont see so often...I hate it...
Im always worried about you, and even when I know I shouldn't be worried, I am. What causes that?

So my family thinks that I am very promiscious. I dont know why...my love is only for one person. They are trying to talk to me nonstop about something they only imagine.
There is no reason to keep it up...I am tired of my family being around so often, I think I will take another long vacation, preferably in the coldest winter months.

That being said, I have a sense of encouragement for myself. I know that even when it seems hard to find the way, I will be able to find it. Oh, wait, there's a song that says something close to that...

Anyway, music is not doing to well for me right now, I am getting less and less engagements, I have to beg Heavenly Voices to tell me when they are leaving to go perform somewhere. I get the feeling Im really disposable...as just a pianist.

Oh, here are those words I have been dying to say...and now that my friends are back in town I can truly say:

Find the way, kotoba nakutemo tobu hane wa nakutemo
Midasu kaze ni makenu youni
Susunda michi no saki tashikana hikari wo mita
You'll find the way.

Current Song: FIND THE WAY - Mika Nakashima